In case you didn't get the memo, sex is an incredibly complicated part of life. However natural it may be, it's still easy to associate it with negative emotions, specifically shame.
From the days of sex education in school, the act is often made to seem embarrassing, taboo, and better left avoided until absolutely necessary. While education regarding sexual health and safety is important for young people (and adults), it has a way of fostering feelings of guilt and shame that can last long into adulthood.
Additionally, double standards perpetuate the common trope that men can and should pursue sexual partners while women should not. All of this can contribute to people feeling ashamed to be sexual, but, as long as you are comfortable and feel safe, there is nothing wrong with exploring your sexuality—whatever that means to you.
Ahead, find out what exactly sexual shame is, where it comes from, and how it can influence your sexuality.
What Is Sexual Shame?
Sexual shame refers to all the ways people come to feel that who they are as a sexual being is wrong, broken, or even fundamentally bad. People experience sexual shame in response to many things, including who they feel sexual desire for, who they want to have sex with, the kind of sex they want to have, their sexual thoughts and fantasies, and the ways that they see themselves as sexual.
Sexual shame doesn't just come from physical actions. Many people experience sexual shame whether or not they ever act out their thoughts, feelings, or beliefs.
One of the most dangerous parts of sexual shame is how easy it is to believe that the shame originates from within you. For example, someone who likes to watch pornography may feel shame about their desire to do so. They may feel as if that shame is natural, which can steer them away from questioning their feelings and cause them to keep their shame private instead of talking about it with others.
However, questioning and talking about the things you may feel ashamed of is the key to working through your feelings and understanding why they're occurring.
Where Does Shame Come From?
Although having sex is a perfectly natural part of life, feeling shame over your sexual desires and actions is not. However, some people consider shame "nature's way" of telling you what you want or think is wrong. This is a very common way of thinking. In fact, it's an idea that many different traditions (religious and otherwise) encourage people to believe. But there is simply no truth to it.
Feeling ashamed for wanting sex stems from external factors. It could come from your family, your cultural and religious traditions, your friends, or your community. Some believe that feeling too much pleasure is bad, that some sexual activities are okay, but others are wrong, that not wanting sex is unhealthy, or that being too open about sex is a problem. It's often narrowly defined when, in reality, sex is a multi-faceted part of life and there is no one "normal" way to experience it.
Shame could also come from elements of popular culture like television, movies, books, and social media. In these forms, sex is often portrayed in extremes that can confuse your understanding of your desires. On the one hand, sex may be displayed as fun and passionate while, on the other hand, it can be portrayed as indulgent and wrong. Again, nothing is ever so black and white.
You may also be exposed to other messages regarding sexuality that can affect your viewpoint. If you've been exposed to inappropriate sexual behavior, for example—whether in the form of harassment, assault, or physical and emotional abuse—this may impact how you feel about sex.
The list goes on and on and on. These messages seep into our brains and our bodies, creating a feeling of shame over something that's completely natural.
How Shame Influences Our Sexuality
The impact of feeling ashamed for wanting sex can take a toll on many aspects of life. Most sex therapists and educators will tell you that one of the biggest obstacles to maintaining sexual health is sexual shame.
It can keep people from letting others get close to them and deter some from feeling comfortable in their own bodies. It's also not uncommon for people with sexual shame to project judgment onto others. This can impact someone's ability to find sexual partners that they want and who accept them for who they are. In this way, sexual shame not only prevents some people from experiencing the possibilities of sexual pleasure, but also the opportunity to feel love, intimacy, and companionship.
One of the biggest ways that shame affects people is by making them silent. Typically, when you feel ashamed of something you don't want to talk about it. Instead, it gets hidden away. This can be viewed as compartmentalizing, showing only the parts you think are acceptable and hiding the others.
Instead, it's best to be yourself and try to accept your desires and experiment with your sexuality in a way that's safe and comfortable for both you and anyone you engage in sexual activities with.